Thursday, March 03, 2005

ToMaTo & BesDaY???



aiii..salam rindu di angin lalu buat semua..hehe..makin banyak melalut lak aku sekarang ni..

Your Birthday Characteristic
Pls check ur date ya...



January 01 - 09 ~ Dog
January 10 - 24 ~ Mouse
January 25 - 31 ~ Lion
February 01 - 05 ~ Cat
February 06 - 14 ~ Dove
February 15 - 21 ~ Turtle
February 22 - 28 ~ Panther
March 01 - 12 ~ Monkey
March 13 - 15 ~ Lion
March 16 - 23 ~ Mouse
March 24 - 31 ~ Cat
April 01 - 03 ~ Dog
April 04 - 14 ~ Panther
April 15 - 26 ~ Mouse
April 27 - 30 ~ Turtle
May 01 - 13 ~ Monkey
May 14 - 21 ~ Dove
May 22 - 31 ~ Lion
June 01 - 03 ~ Mouse
June 04 - 14 ~ Turtle
June 15 - 20 ~ Dog
June 21 - 24 ~ Monkey
June 25 - 30 ~ Cat
July 01 - 09 ~ Mouse
July 10 - 15 ~ Dog
July 16 - 26 ~ Dove
July 27 - 31 ~ Cat
August 01 - 15 ~ Monkey
August 16 - 25 ~ Mouse
August 26 - 31 ~ Turtle
September 01 - 14 ~ Dove
September 15 - 27 ~ Cat
September 28 - 30 ~ Dog
October 01 - 15 ~ Monkey
October 16 - 27 ~ Turtle
October 28 - 31 ~ Panther
November 01 - 16 ~ Lion
November 17 - 30 ~ Cat
December 01 - 16 ~ Dog
December 17 - 25 ~ Monkey
December 26 - 31 ~ Dove







If you are a Dog: A very loyal and sweet
person.Your
loyalty can never be
doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it
comes to your attitude
towards working. You are a very simple person,
indeed.
Absolutely hassle
free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the
reason why your friends
cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes.
If
your wardrobe is not
updated with what is trendy, you sure are
depressed.
Popular and
easy-going. You have a little group of dignified
friends, all of them being
quality-personified.


If you are a Mouse: Always up to some sort of a
mischief! The mischievous
gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and
attractive to everyone.
You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person.
No
wonder, people seek
for your company and look forward to include you
for
all get-togethers.
However, you are sensitive, which is a drawback.
People need to select
their words while talking to you. If someone tries to
fiddle around and
play with words while dealing with you, it is enough
to invite your wrath.
God bless the person then!

If you are a Lion: Quite contradictory to your name,
you are a peace
loving person. You best try to avoid a situation
wherein you are required
to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at
one place for a long
duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you
how to tactfully derive
work from people. You love being loved, and when
you
receive your share of
limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well,
well... hence some
people could even take an advantage, flatter you to
the maximum and get
their work done. So be careful.....


If you are a Cat: An extremely lovable, adorable
person, sometimes shy,
with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer
quietness.
You love exploring various things and going into
depth
of each thing. Under
normal circumstances you're cool, when given a
reason
to, you are like a
volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird.
People look forward to you as an icon associated
with
fashion.
Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like
talking much to
strangers. People feel very easy in your company.
You
observe care in
choosing your friends.


If you are a Turtle: You are near to perfect and nice
at heart. The
examples of your kindness are always circulated in
groups of people. You,
too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even
to a person who is in
the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not
wish
to talk behind one's
back. People love the way you always treat them.
You
can give, give and
give love, and the best part is that you do not
expect
it back in return.
You are generous enough.
Seeing things in a practical light is what remains
the
best trait of you
guys.


If you are a Dove: You symbolize a very happy-go-
lucky
approach in life.
Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or
cheerful,
you remain unaffected.
In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are
the
leader of your group
of friends and good at consoling people in their
times
of need. You dislike
hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites.
They
can never be in your
good books, no matter what. You are very
methodical
and organized in your
work.
No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass
you.
Beware, it is easy for you to fall in love....


If you are a Panther: You are mysterious. You are
someone who can handle
pressure with ease, and can handle any
atmosphere
without going berserk.
You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with
your
selected group. Very
prim and proper. You like all situations and things
to
be in the way you
desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a
result,
you may lose out in
some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help
people out from
difficult and tight spots when they really need you.


If you are a Monkey: Very impatient and hyper!!!
You
want things to be done
as quick as possible. At heart, you are quite simple
and love if you are
the center of attraction. That way, you people are
unique. You would like
to keep yourself safe from all the angles.
Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort
of
a controversy, you
then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your
precautions from the very
beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your
sixth
sense is what saves
you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded
bunch
you people are!!

em..mcamne?bende2 gini bace bleh aaa caye tu terpulanglah..ehhee...

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Tuesday, March 01, 2005

ToMaTo & SeSuatU...

hehe..jumpe lagi..satu ceritera yang dicipta untuk mengisi masa yang bagi menghilangkan kebosanan yang begitu memenjara hidup pada masa ini...

Prolog..

Sebuah kisah yang mungkin tak mungkin dilupakan sehingga ke akhir zaman..mungkin kisah itu bukan milik kita atau takdir menguji keteguhan jiwa insani…

Matahari memancar suria, pokok berlagu keriangan…

Entahlah mengapa hari ni aku tetiba jer teringat pada seseorang yang cuba ku lupakan selama ni..makin ku cuba lupakan makin dalam ingatanku padanya..mindaku bagaikan sebuah pita video yang terakam yang memaparkan semua kisah suka dan duka yang penah aku lalui suatu masa dulu..maafkan aku,aku ingin melupakanmu tapi hatiku tak berupaya untuk membencimu..tiada sekelumit pun di hatiku membencinya walaupun hatiku penah disakitinya…

“Wei Rine..kau nih asyik belajar ke ape nih?”lamunanku terhenti apabila terasa bahuku ditepuk keras. Aku menoleh..

“Em..kau nampak aku buat ape nih?”soalku semula untuk cover la kononnya..hehe..

“Nampak buku dibukak tapi dari tadi asyik page 56 nih..xkan kau hafal semua ayat ty?” sindir Anim memandangku sinis..

“Hai..perli nampak..baru balik ke?”balasku tersengih dan cepat2 menukar topik perbualan sebelum Anim mengorek rahsiaku..hehe..

“A’ah.Baru balik nih..jap lagi ada date ngan Wan”, balas Anim sambil meletakkan buku di atas meja.

Bunyi lagu Jepun kedengaran menandakan satu mesej masuk ke hanset yang berhampiran denganku.

“Ha..cepatlah baca..nak tau gak ape citer dia ari ni?” usik Anim lalu menerpa ke hansetku.Aku pantas menyambar hansetku sebelum dicapai oleh minah sorang nih..hehe..

Lantas ku letakkan hanset bila selesai membaca mesej tu..sesuatu bermain di mindaku..

“Em..rajinlah dia ni Rine..setiap masa mesti antar mesej..xkan kau xteringin nak balas?” usik Anim.

“Em..biar jer lah..nanti jemu lah dia tu..” Balasku perlahan.

“Kecian dia Rine..dah 2 tahun lebih dia xputus2 menghubungi Rine tapi satu mesej pun Rine xnak balas..balas la walau satu..” pujuk Anim lembut.

“Dahlah Anim..aku xnak cakap pasal dia..” balasku meletak tepi buku yang ku pegang sejak tadi lalu merebahkan diri ke katil. Aku berpura-pura memejamkan mata supaya Anim tidak bertanya apa2 lagi..Anim memahami karenah Rine lalu pantas mencapai tualanya lalu berlalu ke bilik air.

Mesej itu mengingatkan aku kepada pemilik senyuman manis yang penah mengusik laman hatiku suatu masa dulu..walaupun dah hampir 3 tahun aku xpenah lupa pada senyuman mahal yang dimilikinya..B.U.D.A.K. T.E.R.R.O.R ,satu nama yang tetap hidup dalam sanubariku walaupun orangnya dah lama xku temui..dan aku xnak menemuinya lagi..biarlah semua berlalu walaupun aku yang merasa seksanya tapi aku pasrah.Tergambar di fikiranku seorang jejaka yang pendiam,suka menyendiri dan seorang yang susah nak tersenyum..senyuman yang terlalu mahal nilainya bagaikan ada berlian di dalam mulutnya..huhu..tapi keunikannya itulah menggamit hatiku..

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BILA HUJAN MEMBASAHI BUMI, BUNGA BERKEMBANGAN..

“Joey,tadi si Tasha kim salam kat engkau..” ujar Izlan lalu duduk di kerusi bersebelahan dengan kerusi Joey.Tiada balasan apa2 yang kuar di bibir jejaka berbaju hijau tua sebaliknya kembali membelek buku di tangannya.

“Eh..Joey ko dengar xape aku cakap nih?” Tanya Izlan xpuas hati..

“Em..dengar Lan.” Balasnya selamba.

“Abih tu senyap je..cam xdengar je..”bebel Izlan lagi.

“Abih tu ko nak aku buat ape?”balasnya lagi.

“Em..kirim salam balik ke..ape ke?tu pun aku kene ajar ke?”

“Xpayahlah Lan.Aku xberminat.” Balasnya perlahan.

“Em..xabis2 nak ingat kat puteri engkau tu..huhu..ntah2 dia tgh seronok dgn org lain..ko aje yang tercongok2 kat sini..”balas Lan menyindir. Joey tersentak mendengar ayat kawannya lalu mendongak ke arahnya.

“Em..aku kenal dia lan..dia xmacam tu!” tegas bunyi suaranya..

“Em..ikut suka ko lah joey.aku dah jenuh nasihat ko slama ni..dah hampir 3tahun tapi xde apepun balasan dari dia…”rungut Lan.

“Em..Prof Hisyam dah sampai” ujar Joey lalu memandang ke depan.

PUTERI- Zainal Abidin

Harum semerbak kasturi indah mewangi
Cantik rupa parasnya puteri di sinar maya
Cinta bukannya semata yang ku perlu zahirmu
Hey... yeah... yeah...
Puteri... ohh...

Kini kau tiada lagi tinggallah aku sendiri
Rindu di hati ku ini tak dapat aku sembunyi
Entah bila kan kembali
Setelah kau pergi oh...

Puteri... malam ku dingin tiada pujuk rayumu
Kembalilah... ku kehilangan tawa mesramu itu
Ohh puteri... malam ku dingin aku kehilanganmu
Kembalilah... mengertilah oh kekasihku
Ohh... puteri ku

Dengarkanlah rayuan (hati)
Tak sanggup aku kehilanganmu
Di dalam jaga aku keliru
Ohh... mengertilah

Kembalilah
Malam ku dingin tiada pujuk rayumu
Puteriku...
Ku kehilangan tawa mesramu itu
Kembalilah...
Malam ku dingin aku kehilanganmu
Kekasihku... mengertilah oh kekasihku... ohh...

Kekasihku... kembalilah...



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BILA SENJA MULA BERLABUH,MENTARI SEGAN LALU MENGUNDUR DIRI..

Melalui taman mini yang berhampiran dengan Dewan Seri Angkasa (DSA) memang sering ku elakkan namun petang itu sebaik sahaja abis kelas aku terpaksa berjumpa dengan penasihat akademik menyebabkan aku ditinggal bas kampus.Terpaksalah aku menapak perlahan-lahan melalui taman mini yang sering dijadikan port para siswa untuk melepak-lepak pada waktu petang dengan bermain gitar di bangku2 yang disediakan. Taman mini itu merupakan satu-satunya jalan pintas untuk ke kolej kediamanku yang terletak agak jauh dari bangunan akademik.

“Kreng..kreng..dia datang…dengan lenggang itiknya..kreng..kreng..”satu lagu berkumandang sebaik sahaja aku melewati taman mini tersebut. Ku pekakkan telinga terus melangkah tanpa memandang kiri mahupun kanan.Kedengaran suara kawan2 lelaki tersebut tertawa namun tak ku endahkan..

“Dia datang..dengan lenggang itiknya…kreng..kreng..” bunyi lagu diiringi petikan gitar berkumandang sekali lagi..aku menyeranah dalam hati..menyesal sebab lambat keluar kalo x,xkan ditinggal bas..

“Em..ko salah orang la shah..budak tu mana ade perasaan” tegur satu suara lagi.Aku yang masih dapat menangkap butir2 perbualan mereka.

“Em..ni shah lah..sape tak kenal shah kat sini..aku jamin dia akan tunduk ngan aku nanti.Korang tengok aaa nanti” balas Shah dengan angkuh. Aku mencebik mendengar kata2 angkuh itu dan terus melangkah pergi dengan rasa geram menyelinap ke seluruh hati.

“Hai Rine,masam jer?” tegur seseorang dari arah tepi kananku. AKu menoleh lalu tersenyum tatkala terpandang coursemateku.

“Hai Izan.Xde apa2lah..” balasku.

“ Mesti sebab kena usik dek budak2 kat taman mini tu kan? ” tunjuk Izan ke arah taman.

Aku mengangguk dan tersengih mengiyakan kata2 gadis bertudung labuh di hadapanku.
“Ala..besalah diorang tu..Rina buat xtau je” nasihatnya lagi.

“Em..memang pun. Eh, saya kena balik ni nanti bising lak si Anim tu lama menunggu.bye” balasku seraya memandang jam di pergelangan kiri tanganku.

“Oklah..see u around” balasnya tersenyum terus berlalu.


Bintang Kehidupan

Jenuh aku mendengar
Manisnya kata cinta
Lebih baik sendiri

Bukannya sekali
Seringkali ku mencuba
Namun ku gagal lagi
Mungkin nasib ini
Suratan tanganku
Harus tabah menjalani

jauh sudah langkahku
menyusuri hidupmu
yang penuh tanda tanya
Kadang hati bimbang
Menentukan sikapku
Tiada tempat mengadu
Hanya iman di dada
Yang membuatku mampu
Selalu tabah menjalani

Malam-malam aku sendiri
Tanpa cintamu lagi ... ooo
Hanya satu keyakinanku
Bintangkan bersinar
Menerpa hidupku
Bahagiakan datang ... oohh

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SeSuaTu Dari ToMaTo....



Salam jumpe lagi..bila si tomato ade mood nak establish sesuatu,mesti dia akan buat byk..kebetulan xtau nak buat ape jadi baik la hadap blog yang selalu diabaikan je nih ..maklumlah final exam xlame lagi kene prepare ape2 yg patut..em..kat sini aku dapat sesuatu yg nice utk tatapan semua..ni kira cara lain korang nak bgtau korang sayangkan makwe korang ngan nice style..xsemua ungkapan perlu diungkapkan guna mulut kan..kadang ade yg perlu pengertian sendiri..hehe..mesti korang senyum pas bace ni walaupun mula2 tu rasa “panas” skit maklumlah bunyiknya cam nak break je..hehe..jgn buat tafsiran awal2..baca sampai abis n dijamin korang akan senyum..kalo xsenyum tu aku xtaulah…huhu…

This is a love letter from a boy to a girl... .
However,the girl's father does not like him and
want them to stop the relationship... ...
So, the boy wrote this letter to the little girl.

1 "The great love that I have for you
2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3 grows every day. When I see you,
4 I do not even like your face;
5 the one thing that I want to do is to
6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
7 marry you. Our last conversation
8 was very boring and has not
9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
10 You think only of yourself
11 If we were married, I know that I would find
12 life very difficult, and I would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14 to give, but it is not something that
15 I want to give to you. No one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17 able to care for me and help
18 I sincerely want you to understand that
19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20 if you think this the end. Do not try
21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
22 things that do not interest me. You have no
23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24 I do not care for you. Please do not think
that
25 I am still your boyfriend."

So bad... .. However, the boy told the girl
before to

"READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning only to

read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13... ...
Ahaa….mcamane? senyum tak..senyumlah selalu kerana senyuman memberi expresi dirimu..salam jumpa lagi..

tomato kembali berbicara....

salam ingatan dan salam rindu..dah lama xmasuk blog ni..ari tu aku dah abis taip tapi malang xberbau...time nak post tu plak komputer ni buat hal..tetiba je restart sendirik..waktu tu em..xtau nak cakap ape dah..geram sesangat..pastu aku malas nak taip semula memandangkan internet waktu tu pon tgh bengong..jadi aku buat xtau jelah..huhu..yg pasti aku nak post satu lagu yg cukup popular satu masa dulu yg memberi 1001 kenangan di zaman matrik..hehe..time tu lagu ni kira jadi siulan semua student kat matriks aku..sampai masuk setiap bilik je,mesti ade je lagu tu berkumandang..sampai muak telinga ni dengar tapi aku pon suka gak dengar lagu ni..
alkisahnya..penah dapat requst lagu ni time dedicated song..huhu..semua org xtau sape gerangan org yg dedicated lagu tu sebab dia antar guna no matriks..mane nak cek semua student yg beribu tu..huhu.. dah tu eja nama lak salah..ade ke patut eja cam sound kucing je..huhu..kat kuliah aku ada sorang student namanya same ngan aku..hehe....mungkin lagu tu kat kawan aku yg sama nama tu kot jadi malas nak amik port…skali terkantoi gak sebab member pada all rise tercerita depan kawan aku..hehe..all rise ni member kuliah aku yg glamer ngan fesyen rambut pacaknyaa..suka betul usik org2 yg senyap..dulu kira pendiam gak aku ni..kuang..kuang..hehe.. rupanya member sebelah praktikum yg dedicated..yang xbest aku tau pada mlm farewell dan esok paginya aku dah balik ke bumi permai ku dah..jadi buat xtau jerlah..tapi bila je sampai sini tetiba je aku dapat mesej dari pengantar misteri tu..huhu..tapi lame dah lost kontek sebab bz ngan study..huhu..apepun kadang bila dengar lagu tu gelak gak sebab xsangka budak teror tu sanggup dedicate song..oklah ni la lagunya…

"Purest of Pain"

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.
I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking….

Eemm..apepun semua dah jadi kenangan je..lagipun kehidupan mesti ade perubahan..datang sini aku dapat kekawan baru yang bleh dikatakan standing ngan great frenz aku kat tanahairku..hehe..sekarang ni agak bz jadi aku xleh nak melalut pjg2 sebab byk keje menunggu giliran nak kena buat..malas nak bgtau semua kisah aku 2 tahun kat sini sebab aku blog ni bukan diari..hehe..blog ni kira kisah dan lagu..kalo ade kisah disebalik lagu ke korang bleh la emel kat aku..mane tau bleh je aku selitkan kat blog ni utk tatapan ramai..em..blog ni privacy skit sebab xsemua org tau pasal kewujudan blog ni..hehe..pendek citer,kena pandai2 carik sendirik laa…hehe..jumpe lagi yer...